life is living :)

Assalamualaikum and hi :)

Life has been running smoothly until today. Alhamdulillah :D

And here are some good news :)

SPACE SEEDS

Alhamdulillah we space seeders were announced as champion! Ni semua berkat ptolongan ckgu2 n kjasama yg maktab bg kt kami :) thanks evrybody. So the journey to Negeri Sembilan sgt meaningful lah. Thanks to space seeders, pengetua yg friendly,ckgu ada, ckgu zaim the mafia and ckgu sho yg awesome sbb telah buat saya suka bjalan2 and bertapa dlm bas :) love the moments together <3

okay tkmau ckp banyak, nah pictures :)

hari presentation


the presenters :)

the spaceseeders plus uncle jepun

the spaceseeders team version skema :)

haha ni gmbar msa preparation tp style so aku suka. thanks luqman!

award ceremony 

nah abg ikmal pujaan ramai tidur msti peminat dia nk tgk ni haha. btw, congrats dpt interview sime darby!

my picture sleeping with budak sime darby ohh. congrats izz!

pemenang ngn hadiah! woohoo! tp suma tk ckp 20 org ni :(

ckgu sho and ckgu zaim cuba mngubat hati kami yg kcewa tk dpt jalan2 dgn main mafia war haha :) thanks cikgu!

pendek kata space seeds awesome!

ANNUAL DINNER

hee this is me. simple jaa. 

malam ni best laa tp sdih so kurang best sikit. cuma agak frust sbb tkleh tgkp gmbr satu batch sbb kna balik awl :'(

GRADUATION DAY
ohh hat ni awesome sgt heee jap eh!

representinggggg

the girls of NINETY V #sorry guys tk jumpa gambar ramai2 :P

ni la 508 awesome. kelas hat paling senang bg fon tu  :)

ni GORGIRLS and meja jiran sebelah hehe syg depaa. kami geng makan plg banyak haha :)


okay ni yg paling i wanna post sgt2. here we go!


this is my forever girlfriends, dunia akhirat. i really love them so much. they are sahabat that Allah send to me. wlupun hri2 asyik kena marah ngn depa bcus of my bad attitude, tp i know they love me. i really respect them. i am good bcus i have good friends like them..i love you girls..we've been together through thick and thin, and i love you bcus of Allah :)


hee comel tak bunga ats kepala kami? say comel please :) im gonna miss them nnti uhuk uhuk :'(

this is the important picture laa. me and my dad. i am what i am today bcus of him and my mom. thank you! plus sorry sbb terbagi abah merajuk hari tuuu heee i love you abah, and mama too!

and that day, for the first time i talked to him face to face, took picture together. it was an unexplained feeling. entah, tknak ckp lebih mengada sgt aih. for me, if he is a good man and can guide me and my family to Jannah, i hope he's the one to be with me for the rest of my life forever until Jannah.
  if it was destiny, then it will be, let Allah decides, because He knows whats best for both of us.

so, event2 penting kt maktab dh habiss..now just tinggal SPM jaa. pray that Ninety V will success with flying colours. We need your dua's. hee thank you :)

HARI RAYA HAJI

Dalam sejarah maktab, raya haji form 5 tak boleh balik. tapi thn ni, kami dipaksa balik haha. last time utk kami spend time ngn family before SPM :)



so tahun ni alhamdulillah, tiada aral melintang utk the whole family pergi solat sunat aidiladha, syukur sgt. may Allah bless us forever until Jannah :) syg my family so much!

in a nutshell, i really thanked Allah for this wonderful life, alhamdulillah. and now I will be facing SPM within two weeks, please pray for me and Ninety V. hope all of us will get straight A+ aminn :)

go the distance!

Assalamualaikum and Hi,



this is Michael Bolton's song, Go the distance.

Emm my life is still a long journey. Its still far. But in this wonderful journey, i will have to face a lot of difficulties and tough challenges. And I have to be strong so that my journey will have a happy ending.
I have often dreamed of a far off placeWhere a hero's welcome, would be waiting for meWhere the crowds will cheer, when they see my faceAnd a voice keeps saying, this is where I'm meant to be
I'll be there someday, I can go the distanceI will find my way, if I can be strongI know every mile, will be worth my whileWhen I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong
Down an unknown road to embrace my fateThough that road may wander, it will lead me to youAnd a thousand years, would be worth the waitIt might take a lifetime, but somehow I'll see it through
And I won't look back, I can go the distanceAnd I'll stay on track, no, I won't accept defeatIt's an uphill slope, but I won't lose hopeTill I go the distance, and my journey is complete
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest partFor a hero's strength is measured by his heart
Like a shooting star, I will go the distanceI will search the world, I will face its harmsI don't care how far, I can go the distanceTill I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms
I will search the world, I will face its harmsTill I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms

Heee :) best kan this song? ive got my trial result. its not bad, but its not okay. pls pray that Ninety V and I will get straight A's in SPM 2012. Aminn.

congrats!

Assalamualaikum and Hi !

Hey space seeders just finished the presentation and the judgement from the awesome judges hahaha :)

its doesnt matter win or lose,
but the experiences we gained,
are..
THE GREATEST MEMORIES OF ALL :)

thank you Allah for such wonderful life :D

gudluck!


Assalamualaikum and Hi,
Tomorrow is the day for Space Seeder to present our project. Emm, i have to present too, im a bit nervous *a lot kot * ;(

Pray the best fr us :)

Ohh we've been selected as the Top 6 finalist :D

The only MRSM.

Hope we will success tomorrow :)

 
#note : future is hard :)

Guide Me All The Way



I know that You could easily
Take away every thing You’ve given me
And I try to remember
Not to take anything for granted
‘Cause I know that one day
Suddenly this will all come to an end
So my last wish is for you to be pleased with Me

Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way

I know that sometime I do
I do forget that my next breath could be the last
Forgive me ’cause I cant thank you enough
Forgive me when I doubt your love
Now I pray for that day
when all this stops and comes to an end
So my last wish is for You to be pleased with me

Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way

Day by day passes
And I think that my time could be near
So I pray: O God let this world be in my hands
And not in my heart
‘Cause soon I’ll have to leave it [x2]

Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way
[x2]

Guide me all the way
Don’t let me go astray

MAY ALLAH BE WITH US THROUGH THICK AND THIN FOREVER UNTIL JANNAH :)

help.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

While writing this, i am crying while listening to the song Forgive Me by Maher Zain.


In life, i really wanted to help people. I really do. But i dont know how. Like in studies, i want to help my friends, but im afraid to help them bcus i might teaching the wrong things to them. I wanted to help them to be good, but me myself is bad. I want to do something good, to Islam, to the community, but i just feel i couldnt and i dont have strength to do it.

When a friend of mine, a troublesome kid, have a problem, i tried to help him..,by just giving advise. And when he said thank you, i felt so happy bcus i already help one soul to be better. Im hoping the best for him.

Its so happy and happy when you can help people. It really does.

I want to help people...,i want to have a golden heart who loves other. Will i have it?

This one, when i read this, i cant stop myself from crying. Selalunya bila tgk quote cmni, i only will think abt myself. Tp by reading this one, i think abt others. If im the only one who finds happiness what abt others? I couldnt bear to see them having a broken heart. What if vice versa?

I know Allah gives us the best. All that we need to do, is trust Him. Put Him in Your heart, and ur life, insya Allah will be full of barakah.



Hopefully one day, all of us will meet again and gathered in His Jannah, and be happy forever there :)

hero

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

[Chorus]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long, road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

[Chorus]

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way


:)


i still believe.


Assalamualaikum and Hi,




Hey, see the picture above? Its NINETY-V..

Here's the story.
We've been through so much challenge and hardship. We've been facing joy and pain together. Now let me share with you something..

Dulu, when our batch start jd teruk, i feel like giving up, habislah klu mcm ni. Mmg yg bt problem sikit. Tapi people anggap that is so teruk and so did i. So, i just follow then flow.

BUT!

Nowadays, makin dekat dgn SPM, makin banyak dugaan kita dapat. Even waktu solat pun Allah uji kita. People around us pun dh give up ngn kita. Boleh kata, hampir semua org cari silap kita. Kita nak buat apa pun tk boleh. If boleh pun, sangat susah..

Perlu ka hukum kita sbb org lain buat silap?
Perlu ka nak pilih kasih dgn kita?
and.
Perlu ka nak cemerlang akademik ja tp akhlak mcm hapa?
and.
Tak boleh ka forgive us and pray for good results instead of praying that well be the worst batch ever?

Tapi, no matter whatever happens, i can feel that miracle will happen. Sbb after mcm2 yg kita lalui, i know its not our fault. We are ordinary humans and people tak boleh judge or hukum kita mcm tu ja.

So, NINETY-V

LETS PROVE IT!!

Abaikan apa org kata, and lets move on. We are Ninety-V. Yg akan bjaya dunia and akhirat. Amin..


Yes, our rainbow will be huge :)

Heart disease, Heart crisis :)

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Emm I would like to write something today. Maybe it could help the craziness in me right now :)

Hey. LOVE? Is it complicated? NO. Yes, it didnt. We did. I did. Im not in love with but still, i made it complicated. So let us cure this heart disease together.

Emm well, im gonna sit for SPM this year, the examination that will determine my future. I dont care actually, but i care because my family cares, especially my mother. She always told me,

Its your final year of studying. After you work hard for 11 years, and sacrifice everything for your future, why you want to give up during last minute? Please, its not for me. Its for your own future.

I was speechless. My mother does care about my future, why I didnt? I did excel in every exam, but thats just exam without full format. The real exam with full format that Ive done was Pre Trial. 
And tomorrow, is the day, Academic Day, where teachers will meet the parents. Im so afraid. Very afraid. Im afraid of the result, im afraid of what teachers will say.

IM AFRAID I WILL MAKE THOSE WHO ARE HOPING ME TO SUCCESS FEEL DISSAPOINTED

Hmm, well, I wonder what will happen tomorrow. Please pray for my success yeah, and yeah please pray that I will take care of my heart and protect it from all those crazy world matters.

for the sake of ur own future, pls forget the lovey dovey mushy bushy things called love. dont let the uncertain feelings make u cant focus in life. do what u need, not what u want. spm is just before the corner. protect the heart :'(


He believe i can, why i didnt believe myself?


Friendship :)

Assalamualaikum and Hi,


Friend? How you define it? Someone special? Well here some things about friends ;

 

Okay. That is friend. So, Im going to tell you about bestfriend or to be specific, girlfriends.



 
 
And lastly,
 

So, bestfriend is someone who is willing to see your dumbness (benduiness), always withstand with your annoying attitude, and they didnt treat you lunch because they ate your lunch.
HAHA. And thats the reason Im here, because I wanna tell the story about my girlfriends :)


So say hi to them, my girlfriends;in the first picture is me and Nur Saffa Hazwani or Wanie. Both of us are classmates. In the second picture where both girls wear spectacles are Fatin Nur Izzati or Izz who is holding the red bag and beside her is Syafiqah Nadiah or Nad. In the last picture, the girl who wear spectacles is Farah Liyana or Falis and the last one is Najihah or Jiah. Now you already know them, here's the story :)
 
We were friends since we're Form 1, but I couldnt remember how we become girlfriends. We are close to each other since Form 3, but we are girlfriends when we are in Form 5 :)
It feels awesome when you have your girlfriends with you. Yeah, because they will always stay by your side to help you stand. But dont expect them to be perfect. They are humans too, and they are imperfect. So its doesnt matter if you have a quarell with your bestfriends. Because I did. Almost everyday I guess. Oh yes, I feel like want to slap their face haha but come on, the quarell make us become closer.
 
See, we did fight to defend ourselves, haha but in the end, we end up laughing together. Why? Because we know, not all the time we are right. Sometimes we are wrong and other people are right :)
        
Haha. Well, another interesting things about having girlfriends is we always celebrate important days together especially birthday. Haa, my birthday, Nad, Falis and Jiah's birthday had already passed. Lets see what we did for the birthday girls;
 
NAD: We stole her baju sukan and wrote on it. Wanie is the one who design the baju haha. And that night, after giving her the baju, we made her cried and she sulked until the next day. We all slept in her room just to pujuk her back ohh. I slept on the floor with Jiah maa, my back hurts ohh.
 
JIAH: I was the captain of this mission. HAHA. She was afraid of ballons and I dont know why. So we took a lot of ballons and filled them with water and BOOM them on her head while she was sleeping hahaa pity her but thats your fate dear.
 
ADLINA: My birthday was on examination day, esok tu exam Agama ohh. I didnt know anything about what they wanna did. All that I know is I want to eat the cake my mum send to me. But as I get into the room after came back from surau with Izz (she was the one who have to make sure  I was in the surau), all the things in my locker are on the floor..and they were arranged to show words, "we love you" or "happy birthday to you" I guessed. But I took the whole night to tidy up everything (tp sepah jugok) and as a result I got B for Agama :P
 
FALIS: Her birthday was during Pre-trial, and we didnt have time to surprise her. But dont worry dear, we have surprise for you in maktab.
 
This is our daily activity together, not daily but almost everyday we did this. Haha we will sit near to the feel to cuci mata, gossip (ish3) and story-ing about the day we went through.         Picture beside this is during the last Ramadhan haaha click to read what we talked about.
This is our weekly activity during Friday night. We will read Al-Kahfi together because whoever read Al-Kahfi during Friday night, will be given lights between two Friday. Haa then after finished Al-Kahfi we will rushed to TV room to watched our favourite show, Waris. So best maaa. What we did tighten our relationship actually even it looked so simple.
Haa this picture is to tell you how annoying I am. Haha well its because I always disturb them and want to fight with them and sometimes I kept making annoying face. But they did told be what was wrong with me. They also said that I have the taste of an old lady...:'( Well yeah because I dont like fashion and I like old english songs  :)
Haha these are the girls who I always finished my topup with. while others SMS with their boyfriends,
my topup finished because I text with my girlfriends. Yeah my mum topup for me RM20 but now only RM3 left. HAHA. Why? Because of these girls, Nad and Wanie. As Nad and I always said, "kita mesej dua la ngan wanie, bcus we're girlfriend" haha its sounds like that la. And if we SMS with girlfriends, it was not sinful. Right?
Well having all of them, Nad, Izz, Falis, Jiah and Wanie with me make me feel blessed. Because I was granted with wonderful friends like them. We are very close, but we did make friends with others. We hate racist actually. But, even we make friends with other, we still spend our time together. So, as an advice, find your own bestfriends. Believe me, they lighten up our life. They make us have good memories to be taken along in our long journey. Hee. We've been through a lot of things together, joy and pain, happy and sorrow. One thing you have to know, your friends is not angel. They imperfect. Accept their weaknesses, and youll find that you really love them.
Oh yeah, as a symbolic of our friendship, we bought same tshirt ohh and its not so expensive, only RM7 haha, want it? Try to find at Pantai Merdeka, Sg Petani, Kedah.
 
 
              GIRLFRIENDSSS! I LOVE YOU!
               im glad i have you. alhamdulillah.
 
our beautiful cheap shoes. which foot is mine?

Oh Ninety-V

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
This entry is dedicates for my batchmates who had faced so many difficulties.

Well, my batch name is Ninety-V..,
and our batch is the worst batch ever in my college (thats what the teachers and juniors said), and I know we
are bad but, not all of us. Only some of us that make problems, well even people said that "kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga", they dont even know how we tried to help that problematic students to change. They dont know what problems that we have..all that they care are saying that Ninety-V students are bad and always bad. So Ninety-V students, neglect what they say, we know who we are bcus,

Ninety-V
        AWESOME!

And guys and girls, these are for all of you to motivate, US :)


Well, since Ramadhan has just passed, how was it?
Better or, you got nothing except hungry and thirsty?
 
Hey friends, never leave your prayer. If you couldnt do the solat sunat, dont left the solat fardhu.
Allah gave us everything, life, air, eyes and a lot more but He only asked us to do our obligation which are so easy .
 



Believe in Allah. Believe that He will give us the best. Everything that happens, have its own reason. Trust Him. He knows everything. He wont test you with something that you couldnt faced. Thats His promise :)


As what we know, we already faced a lot of problems...its almost like everyday is disaster. Haha. But you have to know the more test we faced, the more sins are reduced. And its not that easy to get success. We have to and we will face lots and lots of difficulties before we get what we want. So, just chillax with the bad things that comes :)

I like this quote so much..to get all people pleased but Allah not, we lost everything. But when Allah is pleased with us, we have everything. Its okay if your friends, teachers and family doesnt like you if you have Allah with you. But its better if everyone and Allah loves you. But we just ordinary human that are not perfect. We cant satisfy everyone. Right? Just be who you are and improves yourself to be better :)
 

Before we get what we want, just be patient when we have to face things we hate. Yeah because its aint easy to get what we love and what we want. Thats why we called it challenge :)

 
Theres a quote that Ive read, "things that doesnt kill us make us become stronger :)"

 Do you love something more than our Creator? If yes, then you will feel the pain. If no, you will find the peaceful that is unexplainable. Put Him at first and things will become easier.
Do you have couple from opposite gender? If yes, you should let him/her go, because the relationship is the first betrayal towards Him. Love Him, and He loves you more and life will be easier than you thought :)

You may think that your life is the worst but please know that there are a lot of unlucky people out there. So be grateful for what you have :)

Well, read books for exam, but at the same time, dont forget to read Al-Quran. At least 1 page per day. Read the meanings too :)

Dont just pray without effort. You need both. The prayer and your effort.
He always be with us, until eternity :)
 
Whatever that people said, they cant judge us. Because only we know what we did :)
 
I know its hard for us to succeed because people kept praying for bad things. But who knows right?
Its Allah power to make anything happens. Its still a very long way for all of us. Forget all the mushy bushy thingy that disturbing our mind. Dont worry. I hope we will score in our trial MARA and SPM 2012. Goodluck for mock interview too! I hope Im helping for motivating even Im not good at words. 
 
I LOVE NINETY-V,
WE'RE AWESOME!
 
 
 
Lets do Biology together! *to Bios students la*