can i?

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Hello there, its 12.18am here in Malaysia, and me had just finish answer an online quiz.
Suddenly, I was thinking about future.
I'm afraid. So afraid.
because i cant fly to Australia due to uni problem,
and my results aren't good (not as good as during high school),
while everyone are achieving the best of them,
i was afraid of being left behind,
and most of all, i am afraid of

not being the best of me :'(

I need a strainer!

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Last semester, I practice healthy eating, but it only lasts for a month. But hey! I did lose weight and I feel healthier :)
So the thing is, I have done it again for a loooooooooonggggggg time cus I was so busy bee.
And today I started again, by making a juice,
Beetroot, and white radish.

and....

It taste so badddddddddddd
bcus ada hampas hampas tu,

And so i decided that i need a strainer
so i will only get the juice :)

Okay bye.

Random grateful

I always feel that I'm not pretty, fat and bla bla bla.
But when I take random selfies, suddenly I realize I have such beautiful big giant eyes. Thanks to my parents for the genetics but most importantly, thanks to Allah to everything He gave me. I feel so wonderful right now.

Okay back to the assignments!

self service

Assalamualaikum and hi,

Yesterday i went to eat KFC with my housemates, and we were talking about self service.

In Malaysia we have a lot of fast food restaurants and we usually eat there (which is must be avoided if you want to stay healthy, but once in a while it's fine). Fast foods restaurant do not have service tax, and they do not have enough workers which is why we implement the self service system.

So, when we finish eating, we must take all the plastics, cups, and other rubbish into the dustbin or place provided by the restaurants to throw away this things. This is to make other people who gonna use the table after us will feel comfortable because it is clean. But this thing only works in countries like Japan, the UK and US.

And not in Malaysia. We usually give excuse like, "we paid for them la so they have to clean everything". My friend said that her mom teach her to clear the table before leaving, because you will make it easy for others, which makes me think for a while. Yeah it's true. And when you make it easy for others, you will gain pahala. As simple as that. Nice, right?

Simple things like that can be the reasons why you will earn pahala and enter Jannah easily. And it is not hard to istiqamah because you eat everyday, whether in restaurants or at home, just make it clean and clear. Easy pizzy.
For the sincerity and beautiful heart, we will gain Jannah, insha Allah :)

So nice that i always remember this everytime i eat outside especially. Thank you for those who keep reminding me :)

False hope

Assalamualaikum and hi,

Few days ago (maybe few weeks ago hehe), i was talking to my friend while we were on our way to school. Then in the radio, ikim fm, there was a talk by an ustaz (i dont know his name), talking about hope, hope by syaitan.

He said that, syaitan will give us hope, but the fake one.

When we are doing good things, they will say "naah dont do that, you should have fun, that is wasting time come on live your life"

When you are doing bad, they will say, "Do it do it do it while you can oyeah"

And when you lose hope and give up in life they will definitely give hopeless hope to you by telling you "give up babe, you wont be success, you wont be happy, you wont have a good life, Allah will surely not love you, so GIVE UP!"

So whenever we are feeling stress or feel hopeless or want to do something bad, remember that syaitan is the one who makes you feel like that, and it is our responsibilities to fight against them. We are the caliph, remember? :)

And as for me who have been making a lot of decisions lately, i hope my intention is pure and comes from my heart, not the syaitan. 

That is all that i can remember, hope it does give benefits to anyone who tend to read this :D

Revenge or forgive?

Assalamualaikum and hi,

This week is a very hectic week and it's Monday, the beginning of the
week! Ya Allah i have 4 days more to face tsk tsk. But it's okay keep being strong girl.

As i'm stress right now, i cant control my temper and i get angry. But the good thing is, i dont scold people, i just curse them in my heart! Hahahaha but its better than cursing them out lout right?

So, i dont like selfish people. I think i'm a selfish person but now i met people more selfish than me. Its like they always think only abt themselves, and sometimes stingy (in terms of money, time, knowledge and etc). Yeah i know its like talking to a mirror haha, but yeah i dont really like it and i dont know how my parents especially my mum are patient to have a daughter like me.

When people are selfish with you, how will you treat them? Revenge or just forgive them and be like naah i'm okay with that?

For me, i try not to revenge, i try to understand them by asking "what will i feel if i'm in their shoes?" But you know, wearing your own shoes is much more better. Cus the thing is when they become selfish and you cannot say anything about it, its like your heart is burning. 

So I decided not to care about that kind of person, like you with your own matters and i'm with mine. That's it, hands down.

But there's a friend of mine, who have such a beautiful heart cus she always think about others, although other people neglect her or being selfish with her. Sorry i'm not there yet, but one day i will.

The most important thing is, DO NOT LET ANYONE CONTROL YOUR LIFE CUS YOUR LIFE IS YOUR LIFE, but, DO NOT DO THINGS AGAINST THE RELIGION.

Be happy, live happily :)

kakak garang

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Lately ive been so emo, sad and stressed. So, i easily get mad when things do not work.
I'm the eldest sister of the seven siblings, and it is my responsibility to take care of them when my parents are busy, or go somewhere.
But the thing is, sometimes these kids tend to become super duper annoying until i feel like i wanna hit them (yes i did, with the rotan). Well, the way they are naughty, stubborn, annoying, and crazy lazy remind me of somebody who was used to be like this before,

.....which is..ME.

Yeah, I'm just like those kids before, and now, it's like I'm facing another me. Not one, but three okay, THREE! And I dont know how my parents deal with me back before.

I should be nice to them cus, it's just not the right way to teach them. But what can I do, I'm so tired and I can't deal with it.

Maybe I should learn to control my temper, perhaps (if somebody is willing to do my Microecons works then I'll change haha jkjk).
I'm just afraid that this "kakak garang" syndrome will be with me until i have my own kids. No way I'm gonna be so garang to them.

Be patience, just say nice words and keep calm.

Blogging again

Assalamualaikum and hi,

So ive not blogging for a longggg time, and hence i decided to start blogging again and write about positive things ONLY. I know life is hard, but yes we have to move on, and mend our broken hearts.

Hihi so guess who inspired me this time? No no not dena bahrin. Maria elena? No jugak.

Its Vivy Sofinas, or Vivy, the owner of FashionValet. Reading her blog about her life, her husband and son, really inspired me. I believe that she also face hardship in life, but she choose to look on the bright side. Hence, i should do the same too, write about good and random things in life, and the negative side, just write in my diary. Maybe one day if i almost want to give up in my life, i will read all these posts and keep moving on with life.

Besides, i wanna be a positive person cus there's too much negativity in me. To do that i must see things in life as positive and the positive vibes will always stay with me. Insha Allah.