Assalamualaikum and Hi,
A year ago, we all knew how heartbroken I was (Read here). I was feeling so hopeless with life, thinking I might not able to do anything but stuck where I was standing forever.
I kept going back to things that hurt me. I don't think I could move forward to have a better life. I was dwelled with so much pain from the broken relationship and tough career.
Until one day, when I woke up from sleep, I told myself, "I can't hurt myself this way anymore".
That day, I decided to change my lifestyle, removed bad habits and whatever that could make me remember the pain. One big step I took was applying for other jobs on Jobstreet and LinkedIn. I applied for hundreds of jobs and attended few interviews.
Miraculously, one simple click on Jobstreet made me moved to a different city and start anew. It brought me to a position where my curiosities were fed, my eagerness to learn were supported and I found the right guidance I was looking for. I went back to the same company that once rejected me. However, now I came back at the right place and the right time.
My Science degree (which I thought won't be useful), experiences I went through and my personalities - finally linked with each other and fit well at the right place.
I once thought I will never love again. I tried few times before but I just couldn't. Nevertheless, there was one night I prayed and God finally opened my heart again to know others. He let things happened when I was wiser to handle my own feelings.
People always said life could change in a split second. Yes it could, whether in seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, or years. Time is very subjective. Sometimes things you fought for years won't happen but what you did in short time were accomplished. As long as your heart is ready to accept any possibilities, put efforts and keep praying, everything will flow naturally.
These 4 months taught me; to always be brave taking chances, never give up, always give your best shot and keep asking for the best from God. We'll never know what God has in store for us because we always plan, but God always the best planner.
Besides my own prayers, I had endless prayers from people around me. I believe many of happy things in my life & me surviving those gloomy days were from their answered prayers.
Till then,
Adlina
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