Sitting on a rocking chair

Assalamualaikum and Hi.

Today I watch a video that told you to imagine you sitting on a rocking chair at the balcony when you're old. You'll back at your life, and think of what you've been through. You won't be thinking about what have you done, instead it will be about regret of what you DIDN'T do. Instantly, what appears on my mind is WRITING.

As a child, I always love to read and write. But as I grow up I started to read and write less and it reach to a point where I didn't do any of those two. I have plans of what to write, what I want to share with the world, but I just don't start doing it. I have many many many ambitions. However, the only one that I will definitely regret if I don't achieve it, is this one. I must start doing it now. Maybe it will take time and slow, but at least I make a move and start doing something.

" You don't have to be great to start, but you have to start in order to be great".

Marriage

Marriage was used to be one of my biggest list when I was 17, after I saw a girl had a fairy tale. It is still my dream,
- but no longer on top of list of my priorities. The older I get, I realised marriage is more than love. It comes with endless responsiblities.
For now, I'm glad I'm not in that journey yet.

Drafts

I have a lot of drafts in my list but I haven't start writing any. I should start writing soon.

Write and read

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

It's been so long since I've updated my blog. I'm not that busy I'm just too busy procrastinating. Well, now I'm free and not really lazy, so decided to write. Hihi. 

One of my goals is actually to write and read more this year. But yeah Adlina being Adlina..and now it's April already. It's okay I'll write from now on. I'll try my best! I promiseee!

Reading and writing have always been my passion since I was little. I love to read story books when I was a kid, then create my own stories & tell it to my sister. Writing too has been always my favourite. I used to write diaries and stories. I write the most when I was 16 and 17 because at that time we have to practice writing for SPM essays. Then after finishing high school, I stopped writing and was so busy with academic life. 

On the other hand, I stopped reading a lot also after I finished high school, but mainly since I entered secondary school I didn't read a lot.

One of my dreams has always been to be a writer. I want to write a book, perhaps a story that everybody will gain benefit. A book packed with moral values, creativity and knowledge. Something great that people will always remember. Just like what the best writer in the world, JK Rowling. Maybe I want to create a story related with the Science knowledge that I have. I don't know how it will be yet. I have a lot of ideas in mind, but I haven't find the full plot yet.

Pray for me ya? I want to achieve my dreams before I leave this world peacefully and happily.

Till then,

Adlina Maisarah.

Weak

Oh God, I'm not so strong for this one thing. But if I give up now, I will regret my decision forever.

Please, I'm almost there.

Less than a month

It is less than month for me to complete this degree. It is now or never. Do it well, Adlina Maisarah.

Embrace the pain to feel the ease later 😊

Addiction

I have been addicted to social media recently. It's not a bad thing but since I'm few weeks away from final exams, I have to stop myself from being addicted.
I have my own way to do that, and it works!!!!
However, sometimes I feel a little bit bored since I cannot scroll down any social media especially FB. Haha. It's almost one week tho, and I surviveddd.
I have 4 more weeks to go 😆😆😆.
I'm currently writing my 8k words thesis. Struggling so hard nowwww. I felt so regret I didn't start my work earlier *sigh*. Nevermind, the only thing that I can do now is finish all these and move on!

Btw good thing about blocking myself from social media, I write here whenever I feel I want to rant something, so it is a good thing☺

Need to go now, got lotsss of things to do. Pray hard that I will survive!
Till then, goodbye❤

Failed

Today I got my Immunology test results.

And for the first time in my uni life, I failed the test 😭

Now I'm super scared for the final examination.

Simple note

Today I received my assignment. I did all 1500 words in one night. I love short notes and letters, and I really think what my lecturer did was so cute. #oldschoolstyleisthebest

Ramadhan day 24

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
It's already day 24 and Ramadhan going to leave us soon. There's a lot of problems lately, and I tried to be patient. But today, I emotially wrecked. In an out.

Ramadhan is about purifying your heart and also forgiving others. What if it is hard to forgive and to let go?

I'm so sorry I couldn't stay strong.