Dia Yg Satu..

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
Lama tak tulis hihi. Sibuk sgt sejak kebelakangan ni. Takla sibuk sgt tp sibuk jugak.

Emm banyak perkara yg aku lalui dan banyak pengalaman yg ajar aku erti hidup. Tapi sempat tulis dlm diari ja sini tak sempat. Haha so masuk balik cerita.
Bila dah besar ni, lain dah hidup aku. Almost 360 darjah berubah, emm mungkin 280 darjah kot tapi banyaklah.

Tapi sebanyak dan sejauh mana perubahan yg aku lalui,
Satu ja yg aku nampak.

Allah.

Kalau kita berubah ke arah hidup yg kita taknak pun sbnrnya, carilah Allah, Dia akan bimbing kita balik. Kalau kita rasa sepi, sunyi dan dah terlalu penat lalui hidup ni, carilah Allah. Aku sendiri pun dah mcm jauh tersasar ja, tapi alhamdulillah masih banyak org yg baik dalam hidup aku yg nk tolong bimbing aku balik. Tu pun aku tetap nak pilih yg salah. Allah dh bg peringatan tapi tetap ja aku nk buat yg salah. Allah dh bg pengajaran dh kt aku tp aku ttp nk pilih yg Dia tak bg.

Aku jumpa org2 yg beriman. Kita tak tahu hati dia tp melalui perangai kita tahu dia beriman, InshaAllah. Daripada gaya hidupnya, dia tak pernah lupa Allah. Apa yg dia buat semua based on apa yg Allah suruh. Setiap perkara yg dia buat dia fikir dulu sbb takut Allah marah. Aku tabik dgn dia.
Aku jumpa apa yg org kata umm kawan yg bila kita tgk dia, kita ingat kt Allah dan Rasul. Baik orgnya. Tapi betul, mmg dia buat aku ingat kt Allah bila aku tgk dia. Tapi tetap saja aku nak buat benda yg aku tahu salah. Susah bila hati tersekat antara nak pilih yg sementara ataupun kekal.

Hmm perjalanan hidup ni banyak ujian yg menakutkan, tapi aku tau ni hanya permulaan. Aku tak masuk banyak lg fasa kehidupan yg lagi mencabar. Aku dah nak habis satu fasa dlm hidup, zaman foundation/asasi. Lepas ni zaman degree. Serius rasa takut, tapi aku hanya harap Allah tetap bagi kekuatan utk aku teruskan semua ni.

Betul, kalau letak Dia Yg Satu dlm hati, hidup ni rasa sgt bererti. Tapi aku ja yg tak reti nak pilih lg :/

cinta

“ Ya Allah, kurniakanlah daku perasaan cinta kepada-Mu, dan cinta kepada orang yang mengasihi-Mu, Dan apa sahaja yang membawa daku menghampiri cinta-Mu. Jadikanlah cinta-Mu itu lebih aku hargai daripada air sejuk bagi orang yang kehausan, Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memohon cinta-Mu, Dan cinta orang yang mencintai-Mu serta cinta yang dapat mendekatkan aku kepada cintaMu,
Ya Allah, apa sahaja yang Engkau anugerahkan kepadaku daripada apa yang aku cintai, Maka jadikanlah ia kekuatan untukku mencintai apa yang Engkau cintai. Dan apa sahaja yang Engkau singkirkan daripada apa yang aku cintai, Maka jadikanlah ia keredaan untukku dalam mencintai apa yang Engkau cintai, Ya Allah, jadikanlah cinta-Mu sesuatu yang paling aku cintai daripada cintaku kepada keluargaku, hartaku dan air sejuk pada saat kehausan.
Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku mencintai-Mu, mencintai malaikat-Mu, Rasul-Mu dan hamba-Mu yang soleh, Ya Allah, hidupkanlah hatiku dengan cinta-Mu dan jadikanlah aku bagi-Mu seperti apa yang Engkau cintai, Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku mencintai-Mu dengan segenap cintaku dan seluruh usahaku demi keredhaan-Mu.”

good and bad times :)

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
ive been away fr too long. bcus im to busy with studies, assignment and a lot of other works. so, today im writing this to share about something, that i believe had changed my life.

Lately ive been through a lot of things. ive been facing problems like have to rush to do assigments bcus the due date is soo near, and then have to stdy a lot bcus to enter Monash Uni is aint that easy, ive been to far from my friends (this one i dnt knw y), and the biggest part of my problems is im facing heartbroken. Heartbroken.

Oh well actually facing heartbroken is easy bcus u just hve to let go the person that breaks ur heart, but ive found a quote on Twitter saying that it is hard to let go not bcus of relationship ends, its bcus the trust, the dreams that have been shared just ended like that.

So its really actually very hard to me to face all these especially the heartbroken part. But what's amazing is, actually through all these problems that i have to face, Allah is actually teaching me, and testing me. And there's a lesson that i learn, that make me to come with a theory about life.

through all the good and bad moments that ive been through, ive realised that these moments, either good or bad, both wont last. Its just temporary. Both will end. Bcus in life you will be happy, always do, but at some point, you will face the sadness and sorrow. So, when u have the happiness, enjoy that moment, and when bad times come, be strong enough to face the pain. Remember, both wont last. Being hurt, pain and sad its just a test in life. It is just how u adapt urself to both situation. Its ur choice to keep the happiness and remove all the sadness. If u choose to be angry and sad at life for what uve been through then thats what u have to go through. But if u get up and believe that the rainbow is not always there in the sky bcus rain will comes, but after the rain there will be rainbow..u will move on with life in a way that u never expect. One word to summarize this, is syukur (grateful). For what we have and for what we dont have. For what we gain and for what we lost. Be grateful. For every moment in life that He gave you.

Many events had happened in my life, and the theory is true. Now im holding on to that in order to keep me strong. Its really not easy, but bcus its the best to do for myself, i have to try. Try to enjoy life in a proper way, which will make us happy, always.
And remember, everything that happens in life comes for a reason, which Allah wanna test you, bcus those who believe will always be tested :)

Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, "We believe", and that they will not be tested?
(Al-Ankabut 29:2)

Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata: "Kami beriman", sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu cubaan)?

P/s: sorry for the bad English

kosong.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Macam lama ja aku tak tulis kat sini. Hehe. Sibuk.
Okay lupakan tu.

Hampa pernah  rasa kosong tak? Hmm i mean, rasa mcm something in you is missing, you feel ada benda yang kurang.

Aku tgh rasa mcm tu skrg. Dan aku tgh cari sebabnya.

Mungkin aku jauh dari Tuhan? Aku cuba dekatkan diri dgn Dia dan aku yakin tu bukan sbbnya.
Mungkin hidup aku bosan? Tak, aku cuba isi dgn perkara yg buat aku rasa bahagia.
Mungkin aku homesick? Aku contact ja ngn family aku, lgpun aku dah 6 bulan lebih kt sini tkkn homesick lg.

Bila aku terfikir balik, mungkin aku ada gaduh dgn org, or buat org sakit hati kot?
Mungkin. Hmm mungkin tu sebabnya.
Yeah, aku pasti tu sebab dia.

Kadang2 aku terlalu fikirkan perasaan sendiri sampai tak fikir apa org lain rasa.
Kadang2 aku nak betulkan keadaan tp tak kena cara smpi ada yg terluka.
Kadang2 aku jadi selfish, dan biar ja kt org lain.

Mcm2 yg bpusing dlm kepala aku,
Berperang dgn diri sendiri, dan perasaan aku.

Apa la yg patut aku buat utk betulkan keadaan, dan buat hati ni dh tak rasa kosong lg?
Entah. Aku buntu. Aku harap Dia akan bg aku kekuatan dan tunjukkan jalan utk aku buat baik dgn org.

Aku pun manusia yg ada hati yg rapuh dan sng terluka.
Yg mudah terasa dgn org lain jugak.
Tp hati aku dh immune ngn semua tu.
Mybe dh smpi masa aku mengalah, buat baik dgn org.
Sbb aku fhm erti sakit tu.

p/s: Sesiapa pun yg baca ni, im sorry fr every wound and scars tht ive made in ur heart.

Feelings and Love

"Sometimes we tend to forget tht people around us also have feelings.."
"true love is when all that u love is bcus of Allah.."

......

Assalamualaikum and hi,

"Worrying abt dunya is a darkness in the heart while worrying abt akhirah is a light in the heart"

How abt us?
Did we think and do more good deeds fr akhirah, or vice versa?

hmm.

ignorance.

"Ignorance is hurt.."

"Ignorance is like when an antigen enters ur body. It will hurt at first, giving a lot of symptoms of diseases, but the body will produce antibodies to fight against it, and the antibodies will keep the memory of that particular antigen. When second exposure to the antigen occurs, the body will produce antibodies rapidly to fight more. At one point, the body is already immune to that antigen, and cant even feel the pain and finally the antigen means nothing to the body. So dear,ignore me more. Make me hurts until i cant feel it anymore. Make this feeling just fade away. Make me become an ego person. Make me know tht im no important at all. And pls, make me know how to move on.."

alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum.

The semester ended today. Alhamdulillah. I felt so relieved.
Happiness yeah.
Hopefully the result will be good for me and my friends to proceed to the next semester :)

Kpd yg dpt twrn smbg belajar congrats weh!
Pls stay focus sbb uni is not like high school.
Jgn culture shock.
Solat tlg jaga k.
And bawalah Al-Quran ke mana saja anda pergi.
It will guide you nnti :D
Ninety-V. Jom gempakkan dunia, and work hard fr our ummah and society <3

Hee alhamdulillah thank you Allah.

muka nak last paper :)


p/s: makin lama aku makin rasa He has better plan fr me :)

selamat hari guru

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Everybody knows 16 Mei is Teacher's Day.
Hari di mana org bg hadiah kt cikgu-cikgu nak hargai jasa depa.
Hihi, tapi tahun ni aku dah tak sekolah. In college pulak sambutan dia tak da pun kan.
So aku pun mcm taknak sambut ja. Tapi bila aku baca post kawan-kawan aku pasal cikgu-cikgu, rasa mcm comel pulak zaman sekolah, rindu betul.

Daripada zaman budak skema,
Beralih pulak ke zaman kegelapan yang teramatlah gelap,
Dan lepas tu menuju ke arah kebaikan pulak,
Then datang pulak dugaan yang dah nak buat aku terpesong,
Tapi lepas tu datang prtolongan Allah to guide me back.

But sepanjang hidup aku, dan zaman-zaman yang aku lalui,
ternyata kawan is the main factor apa yang akan jadi dgn kita.
sikap kita, result exam, attitude dengan cikgu, hubungan dgn Allah,
bg aku utk remaja yg sdg membesar, sahabat lah yang memainkan peranan.

Aku dah jumpa macam-macam jenis kawan, baik, nakal, dan even pelik.
And aku sendiri pun dah jadi semua jenis kawan ni.
And all them no matter depa ni mcm mana, sangat bermakna utk aku, mendidik aku to become even better.
Utk yg baik tu, they guide me to be better.
Utk yg nakal sikit tu, they taught me how to menepis kejahatan dan sama-sama berubah jd baik, dan yg penting, from them, I learn to accept yg setiap org tu bukan lah sempurna, dan mampu mengubah diri ke arah jln yang Allah redhai.

Alhamdulillah because Allah gave them to me.

For all my beloved teachers,
Yang pernah mengajar aku, drp segala aspek, mberi ilmu utk aku, terutamanya Mama and Abah aku yang mengajar aku sejak aku dalam perut mak aku lagi.
Thanks.
Aku tahu aku bukan murid yang baik.
Kutuk cikgu, tidur dalam kelas, tak buat homework, ponteng kelas dan bla3.
Namun tanpa guru siapalah aku hari ni.
Mungkin hanya budak hingusan yang tak reti lap hingus pun.
Tapi kerana guru-guru ni, aku menjadi manusia, yang sedang belajar erti kehidupan.

Alhamdulillah because Allah gave them to me.

Terima kasih, Mama and Abah.
Terima kasih, cikgu.
Terima kasih, kawan.

thanks sahabat!
we learned to accept each other, walaupun kita tak sempurna.

thanks my king and queen!
yang mendidik aku menjadi apa yang aku jd hari ni.

Dan....

thanks Ninety-V!
u guys coloured my life utk 5 thn ni.
dan dlm kalangan anda-anda lah saya bertemu mcm2 jenis manusia. hihi.
P/S: aku tengah exam sekarang. doakan kejayaan aku pls. dan, wait for me coming back to Kedah next Tuesday! :)


home.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

I miss these..

adli muadz
adlina masturah, adli mirza

adlina madihah, adlina mahirah and adli mukhlis

and the people i miss the most is mama and abah...

21 may pls be fast.
Exam pls end soon.
I wanna feel and breathe the fresh air in kedah.
I need more time with myself and with the ones i love.

time, pls nice to me. and also life, and of course final exam. everythings gonna be fine. its a must.

:')


UNDI ADALAH RAHSIA.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Its already May today. Happy May to everyone. May this May will be blessed by Him.
Okay since its already May, it means Pilihan Raya Umum 13 (PRU 13) is near. On 5th May 2013.
Everyone must be excited right? :)

Masa aku kecik kecik dulu, bila nak PRU ja mesti I will ask my mum and dad,
"Mama and Abah undi siapa?"
The answer that I will get..,
"Kakak, undi adalah rahsia. Mana boleh bagitau orang.."

Then aku pun akan senyap sebab aku tau undi adalah rahsia.
Jadi lepas tu aku pun dah tak berminat nak ambil tahu pasal politik ni. Hal orang tua-tua kan.
And, as I grow up pun aku jadi someone tak berminat dengan politik gak.

Jadi bila aku kat universiti sekarang ni nak tak nak memang hari-hari lah dengar pasal politik (mungkin dulu kat MRSM so aku jadi macam katak bawah tempurung la).
Aku memang dah decide tak nak ambil tahu pasal politik ni.

Tapi bila dah nak dewasa ni, aku kadang-kadang terfikir, siapa lah yang aku nak undi.
Ye lah lagi 3 tahun aku umur 21 tahun kan.
Tapi setakat ni, takdak siapa pun dapat meyakinkan aku siapa yang paling layak nak perintah negara.

Kenapa?
Sebab aku tak nampak apa yang mereka boleh buat untuk negara kita.
Apa yang aku nampak adalah orang yang menghina hukum Allah, orang yang menggunakan agama dgn cara yang salah, orang yg saling mengutuk antara satu sama lain secara terang-terangan, dan orang yang hanya nak menang ja.

Dulu aku masa aku pergi pasar, aku pernah nampak ada parti mana tah dia hantar anak-anak muda tolong berkempen bagi risalah kat orang.
Tapi yang aku sdih anak-anak muda tu bersubang, rambut pakai dye, macam gangster lah.
Ini ka yang parti-parti tu janjikan?
Daripada didik budak-budak ni berkempen, lebih baik ubah mereka jadi lebih baik dulu.
Kesian. Aku tengok kawan-kawan aku kat Facebook lawan kutuk mengutuk pasal parti-parti politik ni.
Kekuatan orang-orang muda ni digunakan ke arah yg salah, sepatutnya digunakan untuk agama Allah.

Pemimpin politik yang lawan kutuk mengutuk parti-parti lain tu, tak terfikirkah yang kalau apa yang dia kutuk tu betul, dah jatuh hukum mengumpat. Dan kalau lah apa yang dia cakap tu tak betul, bukankah dah jadi fitnah? Dan orang-orang yang mendengar orang kutuk-kutuk ni, bersorak-sorak ja even dia pun tak tahu benda tu betul ka tak?

Lagi satu, dah nak dekat mengundi ni macam-macam ceramah ada. Ceramah BN lah, PR lah, bebas lah and bla3. Ramai gila orang pergi kot. Hebat-hebat. Hari tu aku tengok kat FB ada gambar satu parti ni ceramah dia tak ramai orang pergi, pastu orang yang post tu cakap, "Mana penyokong parti hang weh?".
Tak pernah ka kita terfikir, ceramah parti politik ramai sangat orang pergi, maknanya ramai lah penyokong parti tu kan...tapi..
Ceramah kat masjid hanya berapa orang ja pergi. Tak perlu tengok ceramah kat masjid lah, tengok solat jemaah kat masjid pun hanya berapa saf ja.
Kan baik kalau si pemimpin-pemimpin mengajak penyokong-penyokongnya pergi masjid, tuntut ilmu.

Jadi apa yang boleh meyakinkan parti-parti politik ni boleh perintah negara dgn baik?

Kalau kita tengok zaman Rasulullah dulu, untuk memimpin ni sangatlah susah. Lepas baginda wafat, sahabat-sahabat dia pun taknak pegang tanggungjawab tu. Berat. Tapi mereka terima sebab majoriti sokong dan ada yg dah diwasiatkan. Politik sekarang? Pemimpin-pemimpin siap paksa orang sokong lagi kotttt.

Tengok pemuda-pemuda zaman dulu, Sultan Muhammad Al-Fateh, Saidina Ali, dan banyak lagi lah, apa yang mereka perjuangkan? Dakwah untuk menyebarkan Islam.
Pemuda-pemuda zaman kita, sibuk menyebarkan propaganda politik...

Mungkin aku hanyalah seorang rakyat biasa, tapi aku nak tgk negara ni aman damai dan sejahtera.
Mungkin aku akan cakap aku benci negara ni dan nak belajar kat negara lain then taknak balik Malaysia dah.
Tapi macam mana pun Malaysia ni tempat aku dilahirkan dan dibesarkan.
Takkan aku sanggup blah cenggitu jaa.

Harapan aku ialah undilah dengan bijak buat yang layak mengundi.
Buat yang menang undi jalankan amanah tu dengan baik kerana amanah tu berat, dan kalau amanah tu dikhianati anda dh masuk dalam kategori orang munafik ohh.
Buat yang masih belum layak mengundi, janganlah radikal sangat menyokong parti-parti politik ni, tenaga muda anda lebih baik jika digunakan untuk menjadikan anda insan yang lebih baik untuk agama, nusa dan bangsa.

Lets change for a better life together :)

hmm.

Assalamualaikum and Hi..

Life is beautiful.
Life is about living.
By improving.
Not comparing.
Each lives have different stories.

Adlina Maisarah, be grateful.

Jiwang Day

Assalamualaikum,

Well hello world! Hihi. Today is jiwang day where I listen to lagu-lagu yang lama sangat hihi.

1) Hazami- Sonata Musim Salju
2) VE n Ruffedge- Bila Rindu & Khayalan
3) Faradhiya- Bertakhta di hati
4) Krisdayanti- Menghitung hari

These songs are sooooo jiwang and I was so jiwang lah when listening to them.
For me, these are "real songs" that have meanings. Unlike songs that dont have the art of music but just be made to get popularity.

My jiwang partner, now we love to sing and listen to Bila Rindu by Ruffedge :)

#exam is so near

favouriteeee of all timee.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Lately I've been a bit busy because of all the crazy tests.
Tapi since yesterday I felt so free because all the disasters had already over. Yeay!
But still I've trial in two weeks and then final exam on 13, 14, 16 and 20th May.
And then holidayyyyyy! Until 1st July, double yeayyyyyyy!!

So, actually after the tests finish I went back to the residence and sleep until Maghrib. Haha.
Then at night I switch on my laptop and watch movies and bla3 (4 malam tak bukak laptop ohh).

And then I open the window media player. The songs that have been played are my jiwang songs.
So, it reminds me of school time. Where there are times when I am so angau (angau sorang2, with no reason), then I will listen to these songs. My favourite songs are lagu yang dah lama, like Ronan Keating, Westlife, Richard Marx and emm Phil Collins.

For me their songs have deep meaning and the music is calm. Not like heavy metal laa. Tak serabut gitu.

But, people who always join me listening to these songs cuma Nad and Wanie.

Huuu now no one dah. Huu miss the moments of jiwang karat

#entah bila i wrote this

the pain of my heart.

Assalamualaikum.

How can i let this feeling hurt my heart?
Why my heart cant be so strong as it was before?
Why did i broke my own heart and cant even fix it?
What fault that i make and why my heart hve to face the pain?

thank u heart fr being so strong. For letting me smile when evrything goes wrong.
For evrything we face together..
U still wanna beat inside me..
Even when u in pain..

Wata wataaa.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,


Well, guess who is this cute little girl? Hihiiii. 
She is one of my best friend in high school, until now. As my fingers are typing all these words, I am skyping with her, and somehow I miss her so much. 5 years knowing this girl, make me realized the truth of friendship,

Nur Saffa Hazwani Bt. Sazali. A beautiful name, as pretty as its owner. Seorang perempuan yang agak garang and ganas, bermulut laser, but deep inside her, she have a very soft heart. She is a girl who is easily cried. Kadang-kadang macam nak buat free show air mata pulak hahahaaa. Wanie ni rajin orangnya, full of determination and semangat betul. Dia terkenal dengan kehebatan dia main tenis and menjadi MC hihi.

Basically, she was my classmates since Form 2 lagi. Then masa Form 4 tak sama, tapi kami rapat jugak laaa. Masa Form 5 Allah takdirkan kami satu kelas balik, alhamdulillah. She made my year full of memories. But truth to be told, during lower form, I dont like her at first. And of course, she dont like me too! Hahahaha! Tapi, berjiwang dengan dia masa Form 4 and a year of being her classmate masa form 5, I started to okay la with her. Dah start kamceng gituuu. Kata orang, seburuk mana orang tu kat mata kita, bila kita kenal hati budi dia, kita akan nampak kebaikan dalam diri dia. Dan seteruk mana pun kita tak suka dia, kita akan bersabar dengan dia. If that happens, that means, you really love that person. 

Sometimes Wanie and sekutunya like to bully me. Ye la aku kan bendul tapi comel. Hihii. Tapi, tu laa, I'm used to it, and until this moment, as my heart beating, I still love her and always do, because I know she is a good friend that I can count on, and accept me for who I am...(sila nangis Wanie) hihi. I really love Add Maths! And I love Add Maths class too, because of suka dengan cara teacher Nolie didik kami hahaha. Dan aku dan sekutu-sekutu aku telah menyamakan Wanie dengan teacher Nolie. Hihi ala dua-dua suka jerit gituuuu. Hihiii. What makes her so special to me? Emm she is willing to accompany me jalan-jalan gi bilik guru setiap hari di saat aku kebosanan yang melampau. Dia akan urut-urut aku bila aku mengantuk dalam kelas. Dia teman aku gi makan lunch and bila aku nak solat dulu mesti dia ikut. Kadang-kadang kami lepak kat bilik Nad layan jiwang sambil sembang-sembang. And bergaduh tentang study esp Biology :)

Tapi masa result SPM hari tu, aku terkejut dengan result Bio Wanie, sebab dia rajin study Bio...haaa Wanie cepat gi recheck paper hihi. But, whatever happens in life, I know she is strong enough to face it. I still remember dulu, aku cakap kat sapa entah, "Allah bagi Wanie kat aku, untuk uji sejauh mana aku nak sabar dengan dia". And I've made it, and I love her even more! Tak kisah sejauh mana perbezaan kita, we are made from the soil, and because of that we are the same, and thats why we can get along together. Sejauh mana aku berjalan, tak kisah la kat mana aku ada, Malaysia atau Australia (hihiii), I will always remember her.And if one day if one of us die, I really hope we can meet again in Jannah, because dear girl, I love you for the sake of Allah :)
Hihii, whatever happens Wanie, do remember me, tolonglahhh. Okay okay aku tau hang akan selalu ingat aku. Dah-dah la tu sengih. Macam kerang busuk. Akhir kata, I really hope both of us and Ninety-V will success in life, now and Hereafter. Thanks for the wonderful adventure we shared together. It is a bittersweet memories. B e a good veterinar and put away all the cats from me. Nanti bila aku nak kahwin and beranak, I hope you will be there with me. Emm and, be a good girl, may Allah will guide us all the way to his Jannah <3.
To any guys who read this, Wanie ni single lagi, kalau nak masuk meminang, you need my restu! Jaga diri kalau rajin please drive to Sunway to see meee!!!
               

P/S: I love you.

#your request is fulfilled .



food.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Nowadays, we can have anything that we want. When we have money, everything seems to be easy to get everything. Food, wife/husband, friends, fame and everything. And now money also can buy love!
But as I watch this picture below, my heart tersentap gitu!


Life is full of luxury. Until we forget those who need things like clothes and foods to live.
When we are hungry, we can have food easily. Just go to the restaurant and eat. Or buy raw materials and cook. Kadang-kadang tak makan tengah hari pun dah jadi gila, so if tak makan entah la macam mana? Somehow there are times when we didnt finish our food and throw it away. Didnt we think about little children who suffer because they dont have nothing to eat? They didnt have nutrients to grow well. But we?
Eat more and more until have obesity. Maybe we cant help them because there are thousand miles apart from us.
Send them our prayers. May God let them listen to our prayers, and give strength to them to be strong.
Life in this world is just temporary, Hereafter is forever.
May Allah be with you all dear poor people out there. Have faith. How I wish I can help you.

#appreciate life and keep praying :)



the heart

Assalamualaikum and Hi,


One with a good heart gives a lot, and also hurt a lot. But, the happiness of seeing others happy is beautiful, although it is very hard to do. 
One with a good heart will always be faithful, and dont let anybody see them in pain.
One with a good heart will always be happy, and thankful for what they have. and will try to improve themselves everyday.
To have a good heart is hard. Because to remove all the dark spots in your heart is hard.
But once you have it, its hard to let go.
Because, good is hurt, but its beautiful :)

rest.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,


Sometimes, you need to be alone. To think of what youve done. To appreciate what you have. To be relieved because bad things dont happen to you. To throw away all the pain that you felt. To let you learn to talk to yourself. To thank yourself for being so strong to move on. 

You live only once. Appreciate it.

Rest when youre tired. But then, take your sword again and fight.

photosynthesis.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Dalam MESOPHYLL ada CHLOROPLAST, CHLOROPLAST guna utk fotosintesis.
Dalam CHLOROPLAST ada GRANA, GRANA lawa mcm gula2.
Dalam GRANA ada THYLAKOID, THYLAKOID simpan cahaya
Dalam THYLAKOID ada CHLOROPHYLL, CHLOROPHYLL ada pigment hijau.

happy biology :)

#sleepy


living life.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

I'm having holiday right now, for one week. Holiday means, no homework, no walking at the canopy walk or   think about what will I have for lunch and dinner. Holiday means relax. Relax for me is spend time with family and stay alone and make myself happy.

One thing that is so special about this holiday is, I get a chance to Whatsapp with my classmates which are Gorgirls and Meja jiran! We made a group for whatsapp and well, it feels like in high school when texting them. I felt so happy.

I feel like human again. Having funny conversations make me forget all the Bios, Chemistry, Maths, English and studies for a while. Sometimes I feel that I have lost my life hahaa. But well, memories keep me alive :)

Tomorrow is SPM results will be announced. I hope I can get an excellent result. But whatever the result is, I have to accept it. Because Allah have give me so much happiness in life, yet who am I to argue?

"We all have our time machines, don't we. Those that take us back are memories... And those that carry us forward, are dreams".

pictures.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
I just wanna share something interesting that I found out few weeks ago.

It is begin with a picture.


Katakan anda ambil gambar anda. Kemudian, anda letakkannya di Facebook.Ada 134 orang yang Like. Eh, itu belum termasuk yang hanya melihat gambar itu tetapi tidak menekan Like, sekadar melihat sahaja. 
Katakanlah jumlah orang yang melihat itu 500 orang daripada 3000 friends yang kita ada. Dan katakanlah dari 500 orang yang melihat itu, 300 orang merupakan lelaki yang bukan mahram bagi kita. 
Baiklah. Mari kita mulakan kiraan. 
Sehelai rambut yang kita tayang pada orang yang bukan mahram, kita akan dapat 1 dosa. Atas kepala kita ni ada berapa helai rambut ye? Ada kajian yang mengatakan secara amnya kita mempunyai lebih kurang 100 000 helai rambut. Maka dosa kita adalah 100 000 dosa bagi setiap orang yang melihat gambar kita.
Itu baru seorang yang melihat. Ini dosa kita, bukan orang lain.
Disebabkan ada 300 orang lelaki bukan mahram yang melihat gambar kita, maka,
100 000 x 300 = 30 000 000 (tiga puluh juta) - (A)
 
Perlu diingatkan, 300 orang tu cuma anggaran. Mungkin lebih ramai, kan ada 3000 friends. Gambar di setkan public pula. Semua orang boleh melihat termasuk mereka yang bukan friends.Sudahlah gambar kita comel, tertarik dan menarik pula.
Seterusnya kita boleh tambah dosa menayangkan aurat iaitu selain muka dan tapak tangan. Ohh, tapi perlu diingatkan, syarat menutup aurat itu tidak jarang, longgar dan tidak menampakkan bentuk tubuh.
 
Maka, (dosa tidak menutup aurat) x 300 orang = 300 dosa - (B)
(A) + (B) = 30 000 300 - (C
 )
Baiklah. Mari kita teruskan.
Kita rasa tak berapa puas hati bila upload gambar sendiri tapi tak ramai yang comment atau like, jadi kita tag kawan-kawan kita. (Boleh klik pada gambar untuk besarkan siapa kawan-kawan yang di tag.)
 
Kita fikir, tak perlulah ramai-ramai sangat, 12 orang kawan baik kita pun cukuplah. Di sini saya sertakan secara kasar jumlah friends yang kawan baik kita (12 orang ni) ada. 
Ultraman : 783 friendsPikachu: 1339 friendsKeluang Man: 1565 friendsDoraemon: 953 friendsHang Tuah: 3210 friendsDonald Duck: 678 friendsSpongebob Seluar Kuning: 2144 friendsTasmania: 653 friendsVampire : 1922 friendsHarry Potter: 2831 friendsKerengga: 2101 friendsKambenk: 1217 friends 
Wahh, berapa dah semua friends tu? 19 396 orang. Dan katakan jugalah separuh dari jumlah tu adalah lelaki yang bukan mahram bagi kita (9 698 orang)
Maka, (C) x 9698 = 290 940 juta - (D)
Ingat, ni semua cuma anggaran. Dan ini hanya 1 gambar.
Katakanlah kita ada 9 album dan di dalam setiap album ada 20 gambar.
Maka, (D) x 9 x 20 = 523 692 00 juta.
                                                                                                         -from iloveislam-
So, if you die one day, without removing all these pics, and more and  more people will see the pics that you post, even after you die the sins will always increase.

Hence, make something that will save you from the fires of Hell!

Dan katakanlah kepada perempuan-perempuan yang beriman supaya menyekat pandangan mereka (daripada memandang yang haram), dan memelihara kehormatan mereka dan janganlah mereka memperlihatkan perhiasan tubuh mereka kecuali yang zahir daripadanya dan hendaklah mereka menutup belahan leher bajunya dengan tudung kepala mereka dan janganlah mereka memperlihatkan perhiasan tubuh mereka melainkan kepada suami mereka, atau bapa mereka, atau bapa mentua mereka, atau anak-anak mereka, atau anak tiri mereka, atau saudara-saudara mereka, atau anak bagi saudara-saudara mereka yang lelaki, atau anak bagi saudara-saudara mereka yang perempuan, atau perempuan-perempuan Islam, atau hamba-hamba mereka, atau orang gaji dari orang-orang lelaki yang telah tua dan tidak berkeinginan kepada perempuan, atau kanak-kanak yang belum mengerti lagi tentang aurat perempuan dan janganlah mereka menghentakkan kaki untuk diketahui orang akan apa yang tersembunyi dari perhiasan mereka dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, wahai orang-orang yang beriman, supaya kamu berjaya. 
(An-Nur: 31) 

passion.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

When you have dream go for it, especially if you have the passion.
No matter how hard it takes, no matter how much you have to struggle.
Dont be afraid, just focus for it.
Life is just once. Do things that make you enjoy life.
Hmmm. Dont be like me.
I let go my biggest dream that I wanted for whole life.
Why?
Because I'm afraid that I couldnt make it.
I'm afraid that things will not going smoothly.
Now there's a chance for me to chase back my dream.
But its too late to achieve it.
I'm not sad.
I'm happy with what I have right now. Its just that...
I dont go for what I want, and now when I got another chance, I cant fulfil my dreams, again.
Never mind, life  is too short to regret what have already passed.
Whatever it is, just move on with your life and be happy :'(

To be happy is your own choice. Life is about taking risks. Just be brave enough to chase your dreams :'(

rindu.

Assalamualaikum and hi,


I miss them. Do they miss me ? :'(



syukur.

Bersyukurlah!


Bersyukurlah apabila kamu tidak tahu sesuatu …
Karena itu memberimu kesempatan untuk belajar …

Bersyukurlah untuk masa-masa sulit …
Di masa itulah kamu tumbuh …

Bersyukurlah untuk keterbatasanmu …
Karena itu memberimu kesempatan untuk berkembang …

Bersyukurlah untuk setiap tantangan baru …
Karena itu akan membangun kekuatan dan karaktermu …

Bersyukurlah untuk kesalahan yang kamu buat …
Itu akan mengajarkan pelajaran yang berharga …

Bersyukurlah bila kamu lelah dan letih …
Karena itu kamu telah membuat suatu perbedaan …

Mungkin mudah untuk kita bersyukur akan hal-hal yang baik …
Hidup yang berkelimpahan datang pada mereka yang juga bersyukur akan masa surut …

Rasa syukur dapat mengubah hal yang negatif menjadi positif …
Temukan cara bersyukur akan masalah-masalahmu dan semua itu akan menjadi berkah bagimu …

(copied from Facebook)

she.

Assalamualaikum,

this beautiful kind-hearted girl 

My dearest Adlina Masturah, if you're reading this, please know that kakak reallly miss you :'(


politic 2


Well people, watch this. It was published a year ago and what he said, already happened today.

kawan

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Soal kawan. Orang yang baik dengan kita, and the one who understands us.
But, sometimes friends tend to forget us in our lives. They need us only when they have problems or wanted to ask for help. Well I'm not a good friend, but I do have feelings too, hmm.

But,

when you have friends like this, dont be sad or angry..
just remember that..

You are the candle that give light to them, and that is the reason why they will look for you when they are facing difficulties.

p/s: im not angry, aku cuma terasa.

go

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

I'm doing fine lately. And I just find out that my friend, Farhana have the same passion like me which is, listening to jiwang songg!!

And here the song that make her felt strong when she was in MRSM Transkrian last 2 years. Go :)

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Believe the tunnel can end
Believe your body can mend
Yeah, I know you can make it through
'Cause I believe in you
So let's go put up a fight
Let's go make everything all right
Go on take a shot
Go give it all you got

Oh, yeah, I know it's not easy
I know that it's hard
No, it's not always pretty..

good vs bad

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

Last week  I had a conversation with my aunt. One topic that we were talking about is being good and bad.
She said to me,
"There was one time in my life, I wanna be bad, because people are being bad to me. But my dad said, dear child, I know inside you, there is a lady with a beautiful heart. What's the point you hurt people? At last you will be the one who got hurt."

Deep inside us, there is a beautiful, and lovely heart.
But its our choice to let the beauty remains or let it be ugly.

Hihi lets be good!

embrassed!

yesterday I was stuck in the middle of the library door and it almost killed me.
today I used the male toilet and when I get out, I saw my classmate in the toilet and only realized that I enter the wrong toilet after I went out.

tell me how embarrassed I am.

forgive and forget

Assalamualaikum and Hi

In life, there will be time when you will fell like you are hating yourself. For what you've done, and what you didn't.
Dont't be sad. Its life. For things have their own limits, same goes to your life.
Take time. Forgive yourself, love yourself even more..and thank it for being strong for all this while :)

politic in malaysia.

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
Politic. Its a common issue that is famous issue right now. Well as what we know, parti-parti yang bakal bertanding for PRU 13 ni sedang sibuk berkempen. And, if kita tengok berita or baca akhbar, kita akan tengok parti ni kata kat parti tu and otherwise laa. So this reminds me of a rule for Badan Wakil Pelajar (BWP) candidates masa MRSM dulu.

RULE: A candidate of BWP cannot say bad things about other candidates.

So, looking back at this rule, I think parti-parti yang kutuk mengutuk ni patut masuk MRSM rasanyaa :)

Actually, we shouldnt blame others for what had happened. We should stand together to make Malaysia a very great country, again.

The leaders arent bad. They just have to change themselves to be better.

If we looked at the bright side, kerajaan terlalu baik untuk kita. Semua nak bagi sampai kita terlupa erti nak berdikari. Jadi, sama-samalah kita baiki diri untuk agama, bangsa dan negara :)

p/s: pray for Lahad Datu.

Watch the video below. Its really true!


feeling good!

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

When you enjoy doing something, you will focus and do it with your own heart. And, when you gain success, you feel likeee AWWWWWWWW I DID IT! ALHAMDULILLAH.

Its a very good feeling :) Thank you Allah.

p/s: my Bio lecturer pesan, dont eat too much tuna because it contains a lot of Hg+ ions. Actually its okay je. But human throw all the waste materials into the sea so its become contaminated. Jadi, makanlah ikan segar yang tak tercemar yee! Jom jaga pemakanan! :)

the classic.


Assalamualaikum and Hi,
I watched this movie just now. Aww its so sad, and sweet. Haha. Its not a fairy tale btw. And, it reminds me of high school..,and the letters :)

mati

Assalamualaikum and Hi.

Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad kepada kaum Yahudi): "Kalau syurga negeri akhirat itu telah menjadi hak istimewa untuk kamu pada sisi hukum Allah, tidak boleh dicampuri oleh orang-orang lain (seperti yang kamu dakwakan itu), maka cita-citakanlah mati (supaya kamu dimatikan sekarang juga), jika betul kamu orang-orang yang benar"
(Al Baqarah : 94)

Orang yang beriman sentiasa rindu akan kematian, kerana dia takut, takut andai dia melakukan kemungkaran.

Ya Allah, pada saat imanku amat teguh kepadaMu, ketika cintaku itu hanya untukMu dan hati ini hanya mengingatiMu sahaja
ambillah nyawaku Ya Allah.
Kerana aku ingin mati dalam kemuliaan, agar dapat bertemuMu di Jannah nanti :'(

tired.

Dear self,
I told you already before, the turning point is already here. and its maximum, not mininum

days of uncounted blessings

Assalamualaikum and Hi,
It has been a long time since I've updated this blog. Well, its because I've been busy lately.
So, today I wanna share about being grateful.

In life, sometimes we tend to be sad, stress, and there's also time when you feel like want to commit suicide.
We often say, "Why me have to face this and that?"
And that moment when we feel like that, we should think about what others have been through.
They might have facing a lot of difficulties worse than we do.

do we still can breathe?
do we have enough food to eat?
do we have clothes to wear?
do we have people who love us?
do we have friends?
do we have home?
do we at least pass in examination?

or at least..

We still have Allah, in each heartbeat, every moment in our lives.

If He is testing us, He wanna us to seek help from Him. He misses you. All the problems and happiness He gave you is because He wanted you to remember Him. He loves you.

So, if you feel sad, or even happy,take the sajadah, and pray. He will listen to you. Always :)

Say: "It is He Who has created you (and made you grow), and made for you the faculties of hearing, seeing, feeling and understanding: little thanks it is you give.
(Al-Mulk:23)